Wednesday, March 25, 2009
WHen you finally trust yourself again
its not really on trusting my self just my feelings
I feel like my feelings get me and over exadurate (spelling) to much..but i can't help
that being said..
i've been talking (seeing) well we are together for a couple weeks now
and i mean i like him alot..
and i mean ALOT
and i feel like i'm getting the same vibe
although some times i feel like i'm comming off to strong
but thats because I'm and idiot
and idk i feel funny (in the good way)
never felt it before with any one
and it kinda scares me because i'm so sick of getting hurt
but i just feel like i dont have to worry about that any more....
3/25/09
well this is just peachy
I've been using my mothers phone for the past 3 months because I can't keep a phone at all
I always lose it or it brakes or some shit
well I've been using it like i would mine texting and talking to my friends
and that amazing boy that i think i'm in love with..but not taking anything to the extreme
him and my mother met today
omg i was a little sceptical about it because of my mom..but what is there to hide, nothing!
so really the only thing that is bothering me is him
Lol
that sounds bad
but my mother seems to scare off any one and every one of my friends and any one i have had a relationship with
and it was totally by accident and i guess my fault for not warning him to not text the phone while i'm at school
i just dont want it happening again..and i feel sick to my stomach..that he's not going to take us any farther...=s
in other words I'm being a pansy bitch
but all i'm saying is this better not happen again
i'm tired of it..
but i guess what ever happens will happen for a reason
and i'm not going to let it ruin me like i always let that stuff do
i'll just eventually get over it i guess!
not much has happened lately
nothing
nope
still nothing
life been boring for a while..but thats just because it usually is around this time
my birthday is in about a month..idk if i'm excited..but i have a car and getting my lisence
what a FUCKING RELEIFE
I think i spelled alot of shit wrong in this but i'm nervous
I feel like my feelings get me and over exadurate (spelling) to much..but i can't help
that being said..
i've been talking (seeing) well we are together for a couple weeks now
and i mean i like him alot..
and i mean ALOT
and i feel like i'm getting the same vibe
although some times i feel like i'm comming off to strong
but thats because I'm and idiot
and idk i feel funny (in the good way)
never felt it before with any one
and it kinda scares me because i'm so sick of getting hurt
but i just feel like i dont have to worry about that any more....
3/25/09
well this is just peachy
I've been using my mothers phone for the past 3 months because I can't keep a phone at all
I always lose it or it brakes or some shit
well I've been using it like i would mine texting and talking to my friends
and that amazing boy that i think i'm in love with..but not taking anything to the extreme
him and my mother met today
omg i was a little sceptical about it because of my mom..but what is there to hide, nothing!
so really the only thing that is bothering me is him
Lol
that sounds bad
but my mother seems to scare off any one and every one of my friends and any one i have had a relationship with
and it was totally by accident and i guess my fault for not warning him to not text the phone while i'm at school
i just dont want it happening again..and i feel sick to my stomach..that he's not going to take us any farther...=s
in other words I'm being a pansy bitch
but all i'm saying is this better not happen again
i'm tired of it..
but i guess what ever happens will happen for a reason
and i'm not going to let it ruin me like i always let that stuff do
i'll just eventually get over it i guess!
not much has happened lately
nothing
nope
still nothing
life been boring for a while..but thats just because it usually is around this time
my birthday is in about a month..idk if i'm excited..but i have a car and getting my lisence
what a FUCKING RELEIFE
I think i spelled alot of shit wrong in this but i'm nervous
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