Post 6

wow things are really sucking right now
well in a way
and I hate it
some things are like great
and others just suck
it confuses me
it seems once I get one of the main causes of drama out of my life things are much easier
but then something else comes up
there not as bad as befor but still
kyle pisses me off so much
to the point where I go all bitch fest and then he's all like you went off on me
and I dont you just takes it wrong
what else am I suppose to do
I'm not going to let him sit there and hurt me
and then when I do talk to him about it
He uses the excuse "i fell asleep"...when he replys to it at 4 IN THE MORNING
He still has ALOT of growing up to do
and Its getting to the point where i dont know when to believe him
LIke He's prolly telling me the truth but he just does things or says things at the wrong time to make me disbelieve it
and like
i did something very like ide know how to explain it..
but it was for him
and he turns around and does things like that


on the other hand
me and jessica are besties again
I'm going with her to get her tounge peirced
"lucky dog"
I'm so glad things are working out with us
it makes me happy
=]

I'm recording with matt miller soon
YAY FOR RECORDING!

I have like 7 songs I want recorded
I think I'm sick though
UH OH
I get sick every time I'm about to record
WTF
any way
Kyle makes me mad..(idk what to do with him)
jessica is my bestie after a year of fighting
and I'm record
Thats about it